Deep Thoughts(Outro) Lyrics

I was on some heartless shit

Stuck down at the bottom, sick

She say that my pride gone be my killer, now I swallow it

Thinking bout the happiness I had before I lost it

And how I'm putting work in on my craft to get sumn out of it

We was in that field, trynna get sumn out it

I seen a lot of shit can't unsee, now I'm a goblin

I seen a lot of niggas falling victim, I move smarter

Start to think on where I was and where I'm at, then I go harder

Shit, Ian even finished

Still trying touch a mil and

Repay lil Mexico for all them times when I ain't visit

I hope she know I'm trying, Lord knows that I miss em

Wish I could find a way to tell er ain't no love in the city

All the yungins heartless, a side effect of the poverty

The streets was like my pops i guess that shit why I'm a monster

I seen a lotta niggas get left leaking at the bottom

God told me lift ya head son imma take you farther

Shit, Ian have no role models

Just niggas Ian wanna be like

OG always working that's how I got into that street life

Kesha like my mama, ion know where I'll be without her

Every time I think bout quitting, I think like again make her prouder

Raising both her brothers up, I know that shit scarred er

My brother pops the closest thing I had to a father

Now he in the county, facing four to five

The liquor fucking wit his liver, thankful he alive

My lil brother steady stressing, trynna figure out this life shit

I told em just don't be like me lil nigga, you on the right tip

Flashbacks to my fuckups, Nights where I was acting righteous

Lost the one I truly loved, I was out here on some wild shit

Now she moved on and got married on some wild shit

Damn, but ion blame er

Every time I think on my future, my mind paint er

She told me how she want love and then I pained her

Shit

That's just the way it is

I thought one day we might get married, maybe have some kids

Shit, but it's different now

I played my part to burn that bridge and ain't no fixing now

And shit real, Big Moe finally got a sentence now

I gave my last, it wasn't enough now you can't come around

If you wasn't with me at the bottom, you can't come around

I had to cut my patnas off cuz they was acting grimey

And I been moving kinda cautious with these dollars round me

I was trapping in the bricks, that's when Von found me

He told me get up in that Stu and find a way up out it

So now I'm practicing my flow, I think I finally found it

And I been trynna reach the throne, it's like I'm steady climbing

I know we came a long way my nigga, don't remind me

But at this point I'm starting to feel like it was perfect timing

Son came early, feel like it was perfect timing

Cuz I was stuck up in my head, couldn't find a way up out it

Sipping meds and popping bars just to keep from drowning

Remember all them battle scars? Well now I wear em proudly

I'm not gone stop until I'm up, so gone head and crown me