MURDEROUS Lyrics

I'm feeling murderous, like a fucking masochist

I'm losing my fucking sanity, like who the hell thought of this?

Feeling like I'm J.B. forgetting my fucking memory

Wake up in the morning wonder who the fuck gon anger me

I'm feeling lazy, somebody get my xannies

Oh wait, I don't have any let's go get some ecstasy

The demons in my mind, they seem to be afraid of me

Let's start a fucking war maybe I'll become a prodigy

I'm popping Xanax, like a glass of lemonade

The demons in my mind always seem to form a barricade

I wanna leave them here but I'm feeling like a renegade

All my Inner Demons wanna take me on an escapade

Yeah, I'm losing my mind

Trapped with my demons for the longest of time

Feeling this insanity I'm losing my mind

Feeling like I'm losing it, my concept of time

I'm feeling murderous, call me Richtofen

Get in front of me Ima put you in a coffin

Going crazy like I'm Joker, Jared Leto

My sanity has gone from one hundred to zero

Used to say that I would jump off of the Golden Gate

Now I'm sitting here working hard just tryna contemplate

Losing my mind or ending my time

I'm never really sure so I guess I gotta compensate

Used to tell myself that I'd be dead by twenty-three

Twenty-two now hoping that I'll live to see

The world becoming better, a new trendsetter

Praying that this world can become something better