Is This Love or Dependency? Lyrics

(What happened to us?)

You told me that you can't go on this way

You've been through so much, that it'll never be the same

Scared to relive all the pain

Scared

You said

I got a friend who saw you in the club (what?)

With your supposed friend, dancing close and giving hugs (nah, nah, nah, nah)

Her arms around your neck, you both were falling in (love)

Your other friends, watching even they could tell what's up

You can't tell me in that moment

That you thought once about us (yes I did)

You wonder why I get so paranoid

Been betrayed so many times, and now I learn about this

Ain't no paranoia

I guess I couldn't see the rain, pouring through the sun

Ah

When you're not here, who you with?

It's a mystery

Laying in bed in my misery

I cannot get no sleep

Wonder if you really live with me

When you get home, well it's bittersweet

Why don't you finish me, tell me you cheated?

Break me into like a million pieces

Knock me down onto the floor till I'm bleeding (hey calm down)

And leave me to die for no reason

What the fuck?

You're acting like you want me to mess up

Like you tryna find excuses

Just to tell me that we're done (oh, fuck off)

Following my every move

You got the nerve to say you trust

Remind me who still had a couple when we first hooked up

And you know my friend in question knows about you

Yeah we're close, we hadn't seen each other in months

But you know that my apartment isn't home without you

And when it really comes down to who I love

Girl you're the one

I'm not your ex, I never cheated

I never hurt you, can't you see it?

Every time we have a fight or disagreement

Girl your jealousy's the reason

Can't you see it?

I just need to know

Why the fuck you're worried sick like this

'Cause I can't see it

No I can't see it at all

No I can't see it at all

(Been through so much, that it'll never be the same

Scared to relive all the pain

Scared)

I'm just scared your hoes will get to your head

And you'll turn against me

Remember when I met 'em?

You saw it, they ain't respect me

What is this, peer pressure?

This ain't high school (I don't mean it like that)

How they gonna convince me shit, like it's a drug I might do

You're the love of my life, I don't just like you

See that's the reason for it all

You're my whole life too

Nah that's the thing, you need to have your own life too

Is this love, or dependency?

Make the right move

I feel myself becoming less of a priority

You'd rather be out with your friends and other hoes

When we were first together

Know you always wanted more of me

So is this love, or just comfort?

Please let me know

Used to look into each other's eyes

So long we saw our souls

Used to have a fire so bright

It feels expired now we're cold

And it's all the little things, that raises the biggest question

Is this love, or are we just dependent?

I understand