Best of Me (The Disease) Lyrics

Rage

The feeling of my sanity as it sinks beneath my soul

True clarity

Of what my eyes have sought

to uncover a deep secret of a life drenched in a cloth

My hands

Begin to shake within my thoughts

Anxiety awaiting me attacking every cause

To an ending

Of what I thought was true

A love that was established as a simple convenience for you

You were my life

I won't be pushed by the thoughts that designed this fear

A brittle exit

So quick so clean

If you wanted easy you should have stopped at the beginning

A distant message of a career without me

Did you think this situation ends without pain

If you felt that you were distant

From the arms that hold your seams

Of the very goals that I supported with my everything

Only to give up your passion

Of a simple love you say

Is too complicated for an overwhelming life you say

What

That voice has returned again

blaming me for the decisions I know weren't my fault

Yet the voice is getting louder

It's entangling presence is getting harder to ignore

Why

This mental state will be the end of me

if I continue to be haunted by insanity

Hold out

This pressing matter is almost over

Breathe breathe breathe

Two and a half years my life's been with you

My very dreams were to continue this life with you

In a few months, what has changed

To make you turn away from me

An act of faith

I should have known better

I should have caught the walk

I should have thought this bond here was a shaking rotten spot

My confession clouds my world to the panic that was caught

Like an infectious disease

Without a cure

Not a drop

You can't cure me

I don't want to suffer this every day

I can't lead on

God please take away this pain

There is no other way

Please guide me through

Don't let my thoughts become the best of me

Rage

The feeling of my sanity as it sinks beneath my soul

True clarity

Of what my eyes have sought

to uncover a deep secret of a life drenched in a cloth

My hands

Begin to shake within my thoughts

Anxiety awaiting me attacking every cause

To an ending

Of what I thought was true

A love that was established as a simple convenience for you

You were my life

I won't be pushed by the thoughts that designed this fear

By this fear