Dear Mom Lyrics

I've been thinking back on June The month that I left you

And then there was July

And I'll never forget in August when you said that I lied

September, October keep playing it over

November, December how we weren't together

That cold January where I felt so scared

Then February back when I thought you still cared

March, April, May I should've known you wouldn't stay

But I feel so goddamn weak

Cause all I do is cry

Try to erase all our memories from my life

Said I'm fine

I force my smile

I'm singin'

Winter, spring, summer, fall

Did you ever care at all?

Winter, spring, summer, fall

They ask me if I've been moving on

But it's been awful

Since you've been gone

And I still sit at sunsets

And I still talk to your ghost

And I feel sad when I see falling leaves or fallen snow

Or flowers from gardens that I know that we'll never grow

Three years and counting

I finally got help

And I learned that your void cannot be filled by someone else

I did it all by myself

But I feel so goddamn weak

Cause all I do is cry

Try to erase all our memories from my life

Said I'm fine

I always lie

Stuck here singin'

Winter, spring, summer, fall

Did you ever care at all?

Winter, spring, summer, fall

They ask me if I've been moving on

But it's been awful

Since you've been gone

And I don't wanna feel so empty and hopeless

That I'm sobbing on the floor

Overcome with emotion

You really should've known

That I can't live like that