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I kept that photo of me and my friend

The time when I was not myself

Reminiscing of different versions

I mold inside my head

That time in June when I was somebody else

Did you know in that picture

I was really sad

Cried my trip away

In a hotel room I mixtured

I tried to heal but it got so bad

But I looked happy

Oh I really looked happy

And everybody tells you

They are proud of you

And they like the way you talk

But when I'm alone

My face just stays the same

And I'm drained of everything

I just can't mask this pain of mine away

And its hard to face

The fact

The fact

That I've circled back

And I won't lie to you I do regret

Staring at the same photo

I can hear our laughter

It's a vinyl in my head

During this time I was somebody else

Did you know in that picture

I was really sad

Cried my trip away

In a hotel room I mixtured

I tried to heal but it got so bad

But I looked happy

Oh I really looked happy

And everybody tells you

They are proud of you

And they like the way you talk

But when I'm alone

My face just stays the same

And I'm drained of everything

I just can't mask this pain of mine away

And its hard to face

The fact

The fact

The stone cold fact

That I've circled back

In most of my old photos

I was really sad

Cried the whole way home from the hotel

And I pictured

A better version of myself

Without the thoughts inside my head

But I looked happy in those photos

I looked happy in those photos

It all haunts me like I'm a crime

So sometime

In the meantime

I deleted the photos

So I deleted the photos

I wish I had those photos