Synonyms Lyrics

Synonyms can be critical when you sending in these middle men to play with yo peace of mind cuz it's intricate

You never know when you'll be triggered and it send you in a state of where feel like you in a cage it get intimate

I had this problem they tried to fix me with riddelin but I he depression they couldn't tell the lil differences

See I would run to wherever that lil attention is get so many in school suspensions I made a membership

I wanted love and moving didn't help the tendency to do whatever I could to rise up so all my golden opportunities I'm attempting it's crazy

Because any good thing in my life I start pillaging

Then my momma and auntie would save the day but I wouldn't want any help cuz I wanted my independence man

This vicious cycle became my sort of sentencing

And if I'm being honest I really just wasn't feeling it

Anybody relate to causing commotion to get somebody to look cuz they keep treating on simple man

I was doing well I wasn't tryna think

Get in trouble do my dirt that was my kinda thing

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That's how my trauma came

So you telling me

That some of these boys and girls in this life that caught a felony

Wasn't just crying for help and really just yelling please

Tryna plead

Tryna plead with a

Person in they life that overlooked em but the system won't

Parents and school saying everything that they'll never be

Just black and yellow I mean black and white but that must sting

But I'm tryna be a better me