CHAOS Lyrics

Chaos in my head

Chaos in my thoughts

Chaos in my bed

Telling me I'm not

Living up to what I planned

Stomach filled with knots

Now its an anxiety attack

But the Devil is a liar

He messing with my head

I've been waiting for the record deal

I've been chasing highs to make me feel

Everything besides what is real

I don't drive my car sin took the wheel

Where you been? God take the wheel

Losing hope wanna make a deal?

Maybe make me die so I dont need to

Feel whats real

And I believed the lie so now I need a heal

Steal my smile for a awhile

Ran from you since a child

Wanna stay in denial

Got thoughts of suicidal

Got my phone but who to dial

My mind say I'm a pysco

But God say I'm His CHILD

Where I'm going where I've been?

I swear I gave up all my sin

But here I go right again

It's like I have a toxic friend

Did it so I could be liked

So all the you think I'm nice

But really just living the lie

Danced with my sin just to lose all my mind

I've been waiting for the record deal

I've been chasing highs to make me feel

Everything besides what is real

I don't drive my car sin took the wheel

Where you been? God take the wheel

Jesus told me the truth it set me free

Went from dope fiend to praying on my knees

Where I'm suppose to be chasing after my King

I pray for peace pray for sleep

God supply all my needs

Fill my hands with your peace

Need revelation God speed

Chaos my head

Chaos in my thoughts

Chaos in my bed

Telling me I'm not

Living up to what I planned

I've been waiting for the record deal

I've been chasing highs to make me feel

Everything besides what is real

I don't drive my car sin took the wheel

Where you been? God take the wheel