going through it Lyrics

I then gave my all, they still left me

Baby if I Fall would you try to catch me

Everyone I love turned to be a snake

And niggas I thought was real turned to be fake

Nobody really knows how to cope with pain

Overthinking thinking, thinking I might go insane

Play me for a dummy bitch ima play the same

Cuz if we talking progress I'm the one that changed

Always In my head but there's no regrets

I can forgive but I can't forget

Got something to say, say it with yo chest

I hope they never test cuz it'll in death

Every since I was a boy I knew I blessed

But I'll pop pill just to deal with stress

I know it's hard to live when you wanna die

You can push through baby it take times

Who am I suppose to call when I'm going through it

Who gone be on my side if I'm bout to lose it

It happened for a reason no I didn't choose it

Ima tell the truth I don't got to prove shit

Always in my head, always in my head

Replaying all the thing that you always said

I never pillow talk when I'm in her bed

Emotion clouds my thoughts and it's what I dread

I had to take time to see how I feel

I had to train my mind, I didn't know how to deal

Growing up broke I was missing meals

I had to go hustle. Had no heart to steal

Single black father I've been feeling lonely

can you take this pain when you riding on me

How you say you love me but you never show me

I had to cut em off cuz niggas be phony

Give 'em everything they'll do you dirty

Who I'm suppose to trust when they always hurt me

Came into my life I knew it was a purpose

Put in all the work cuz I thought you was worth it

Who am I suppose to call when I'm going through it

Who gone be on my side if I'm bout to lose it

It happened for a reason no I didn't chooose it

Ima tell the truth I don't got to prove shit