new life Lyrics

What is the reason

I'm picking up pieces

I'm finally believing

This new me you're dealing with

Through this bereavement

The old me's in pieces

This life I been feeling

This life I've been fiending

What is the reason

I'm picking up pieces

I'm finally believing

This new me you're dealing with

Through this bereavement

The old me's in pieces

This life I been feeling

This life I've been fiendin

Looking for a better life

Finding light

Reframe everything in mind

This new a me

This a new fight

Feeling that I haven't felt for time

Took a minute to decide

I been reinvigorating my design

Spent so long looking for the signs

When all I needed was inside

Take the M1 home, drivin on this road, wishin paths I never chose

Blaming others for, all I did wrong, made my bed and now I know

Done with all ya'll jokes, hand been on ya throat, I want all the smoke

Done with all ya'll jokes, hand been on ya throat, I want all the smoke

Ain't been like this before

Now I am, and it's the path I chose

Body grown, but my mind child form

Expectations tempered on a grindstone

Steady blunt, when I recite 'em

Meet the world, and write bout 'em

Hiding pain in words I flow

Hiding shame in notes I jot

My hair grow, my pain grow

But my care for steady lessen

I learned, I'm progressing

I'm paying off all of my dues

Reflecting on times I held the noose

How they'd react, when reading the news?

Another young boy, taken too soon

That been a path, when I was in school

But the death penalty been overruled, now I'm

Looking for a better life

Finding light

Reframe everything in mind

This new a me

This a new fight

Feeling that I haven't felt for time

Took a minute to decide

I been reinvigorating my design

Spent so long looking for the signs

When all I needed was inside

What is the reason

I'm picking up pieces

I'm finally believing

This new me you're dealing with

Through this bereavement

The old me's in pieces

This life I been feeling

This life I've been fiendin

Looking for a better life

Finding light

Reframe everything in mind

This new a me

This a new fight

Feeling that I haven't felt for time

Took a minute to decide

I been reinvigorating my design

Spent so long looking for the signs

When all I needed was inside