Ifs Nots Lyrics

Overtly paranoid

That's how I describe myself

Hands chapped and cracking

And nails that just won't grow back

An ocean of what ifs and have nots

They've got me on my knees again

Overtly paranoid

That's what I tell my friends when they ask

Hey what's the matter with you again

It's my shaking legs

That have me running back to those nights

When we would just get high

And let the world pass by

An ocean of what ifs and have nots

They've got me on my knees again

It's important to know where you came from

What lead you to here and now

The dishes left in the sink

The poisons we mix into our drinks

Destroying the cells inside our minds

Just to feel something inside

I wanna go home

But I don't wanna know

Oh what you were up to last night

Oh what you were up to last night

I wanna go home

An ocean of what ifs and have nots

But I don't wanna know

Got me on my knees again

Oh what you were up to last night

To know where you came from

What you were up to last night

Lead you to here and now

Last night