I TRIED ft. 12AM Lyrics

I tried so hard

I tried so hard

I tried so hard

I wanna tell you it's over

But you're never sober

And I know that you can't breath away from me

And I am your lifeline but you waste all my time

In denial but it's not meant to be

And ever since I met you just want you to be true

Things don't add up and you lack honesty

Just wish you'd get a clue, this is too much to chew

Take care of yourself has been my only plea

Look

Your intoxication with your peers make my mind race, make me lose sleep

A freight train about to crash I'm riding but I'm afraid to leap

Casting a dark shadow and it follows you around

Don't know what it wants but a constant fear for what it reaps

I hope the bottle hit nice and that you all had a ball

But this nightly life style the beginning of your downfall

Till then I'll be waiting on that late night call

Cause I'm the only one making sure you make it home at all

Took to many uppers now I'm down tonight

First class ticket to a lonely flight

And I tried so hard

I tried so hard

Put it on my grave

Oh shit full throttle

I just want to die inside this spot

Cause I tried so hard

I tried so hard

Said I'm taking all my medication

I know that it's hurtin me

How the fuck you tell me that you love me that ain't certainty

I just wear my heart up on my sleeve like it was Burberry

The devil wearing Prada and I bet that bitch be burning me like

Just left the hospital I barely made it

Took too many downers now I'm fadin

Yeah that's the price of fame I keep on payin

Shit I ain't never sober but I'm prayin

I ain't never sober but I'm prayin

I ain't never sober but I'm prayin

All the late nights, where were you?

Everyone can see it in town

If I don't walk away now

Then we're both gon sink and drown

Now you got me abusing this once more

Looking at me ashamed and pure disheartened

I know this is not what this prescription for

But it takes the edge off the corner, you sharpen it

Tired of hearing your excusing and sorrows

If this is forever, don't want to live past tomorrow

Tired of hearing your excusing and sorrows

If this is forever, don't want to live past tomorrow

Took to many uppers now I'm down tonight

First class ticket to a lonely flight

And I tried so hard

I tried so hard

Put it on my grave

Oh shit full throttle

I just want to die inside this spot

Cause I tried so hard

I tried so hard