Mistake Lyrics

Yeah

This is a topic that I don't necessarily speak about often

But I feel like I need to expose myself

Bout the shit I did in the past

I was fucked up

Here's how I changed

Look at yourself

Stare into the mirror for a second

Look at your health

What you scared of your own reflection

Scared you give too much love and affection

Terrified you'll never meet perfection

Well let me tell ya something

I been going through a hard to

Tryna find out what's my life

Tryna find out who am I

Who am I

Who am I

Feel so lost I can't accept myself and I feel the pain

Every single night I shame myself I stay wide awake

Feels like I took a knife to the God damn shoulder blade

Little did I know I'm the one with the prints up off the sheath and I

Got my finger on the trigger pull it in then I

Hear the fuckin ring linger now Ima

Run away run away

Ima run away run away

No matter what they say I just run away

All the clouds in my mind turn to gray

Precipitation out of my eyes

Why does my heart ache to my own lies

Anxiety runs through my veins

The way I am makes me ashamed

I wish I was different

Wish I was different

I wish I was different

I wish I was different

Wish I could be better for you

Wish I never made that mistake

Did you so wrong

I can't believe that you're still here

Wish I could be better for you

Wish I never made that mistake

Did you so wrong

I can't believe that you're still here

Made a few mistakes that I could erase

Whenever I'm alone at night I go to another place

I'm beginning to feel like I'm never gonna be an ace

I swear don't deserve this diamond that's a ten in my deck case

But that's the old me though

I used to be a player but my homie told me no

Ever since I ain't put my focus on them hoes

Looking for fucks to give

So I load up google maps and still ain't find the bitch

No matter what they say I just run away

All the clouds in my mind turn to gray

Precipitation out of my eyes

Why does my heart ache to my own lies

Anxiety runs through my veins

The way I am makes me ashamed

I wish I was different

Wish I was different

I wish I was different

I wish I was different

Wish I could be better for you

Wish I never made that mistake

Did you so wrong

I can't believe that you're still here

Wish I could be better for you

Wish I never made that mistake

Did you so wrong

I can't believe that you're still here

Wish I could be better for you

Wish I never made that mistake

Did you so wrong

I can't believe that you're still here

Wish I could be better for you

Wish I never made that mistake

Did you so wrong

I can't believe that you're still here