Visions Lyrics

I've hid my whole life, hiding from all my demons

When I close my eyes, I always have these visions

From the other side, loved ones paying me visits

So please for one night, can I stop hallucinating

Drowning in my feelings, depression above the ceiling

I am done with all the killing, I've been taking penicillin

My whole life has hurt, it's only gonna get worse

I'm boutta hop-up on this verse, it's gone take a lot of work

Stuck inside my head, yeah I'm stuck inside my head

Stuck inside this bed, feel like I'm under arrest

Stop playing pretend, yeah I really need new friends

I don't care about my health, so I'll play pretend as well

Can't tell no one else, no I can't tell no one else

Yeah I can't tell no one else, so I'll keep it to myself

Do you love me or hate me, yeah I really can't tell

I am drowning in this wealth I don't want, can somebody help

I've hid my whole life, hiding from all my demons

When I close my eyes, I always have these visions

From the other side, loved ones paying me visits

So please for one night, can I stop hallucinating

Why you acting different, I feel like this is a joke

Stop acting this way, can somebody give me hope

I can't even breathe, feel like I am being choked

On my ego, I can see it with a telescope

When it's dark outside, yeah you are the only light

When it's dark outside, I don't even feel alive

I don't feel alright, don't think I'll make it through tonight

Are you really there, if so, please give me a sign

Know I'll be okay, I've been given hope from above

Feeling hate at the same time I'm really feeling loved

So unfortunate, yeah I really need some luck

I'm done with these games, I swear that I have had enough

I've hid my whole life, hiding from all my demons

When I close my eyes, I always have these visions

From the other side, loved ones paying me visits

So please for one night, can I stop hallucinating

(I've hid my whole life, hiding from all my demons)

(When I close my eyes, I always have these visions)

(From the other side, loved ones paying me visits)

(So please for one night, can I stop hallucinating)

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