Iceberg ft. Bella Lyrics

There's just so much

So much to say at an hourly rate

I, I, I don't know where to start

(Talk to me)

You want the dish, so here's the prefix

The truth is complicated and I'm sinking

Dirty plates inside my kitchen

No soap to do some cleaning

Some help's what I've been needing

But I skipped my doctor's appointment

Ignoring and avoiding my problems

As they surface

But really I'm an iceberg

Need treatment, but what's the price worth

Not healing and now my mind's worse

Escapism brought me closure

Lysergic, it got me closer to myself

But still, there's cluttered clouds

So itsy better watch out

Before it starts raining

And pouring torrents again

And the spider falls down

Because this is a portent

Blackbird's got something important to say

Pay more than four cents

Because if you keep going astray

Your brain will be strained

And rimmed with torment

Suffice to say this long-term game is nothing great

For real, it's soul destroying

Got my mind erased

Lot of intrusive thoughts in its place

And spiders collide

In a web design of grave accidents

Creates and fastens in

Without any safety nets

Just fictional blinders

I wish I was kinder to myself

And could do a favor

But I'm out again

I'm locked in a monkey cage

Stuck in a funky wave

Need to break off of glaciers

Calving care for a fresher rebirth

I think I'm getting off topic

And now it all sounds like nonsense

And I.. really can't stop myself from pausing

So I just keep on going

And hoping I find the right sentence along the way

To express myself perfectly

And set myself free

I just hope I find it along the away

But something's interrupting

And I keep on going and going and

Going

What you see isn't deep

There's so much more underneath

There's more under the surface

Stressed, I'm feeling nervous

Wish I could understand

But you won't let me in

Myself and I, we're versus

Wish I knew my purpose

I wish my mind was just plain

But let me tell you something

If that were the case

I wouldn't wear my face

I'd lose it all: the risk, the fall

I'd drift along, and melt into the ocean

I'm taking shape, I'm coming in waves

There's more under the surface

Stressed, for real I'm nervous

I'm self-aware and concerned

About the things I've never learned

Obsessed filled thoughts of absurd

I'm for real an iceberg