rain in the night Lyrics

I stand out in the rain at night

Try not to plan my suicide

Admit that I'm terrified

At what's in store for me in my life

Where do I turn I don't know where to go

When will I learn to not always put on a show

I try

But I'm scared I'll die

I say that I'm fine

But every time I lie

I can't accept help because of my pride

I got my angels arguing on both sides

I just told em all to wait a minute

In my head the demons visit

Something weighing down my Spirit

I think that I reached my limit

Reaching my tipping point

Pushing me to the edge

I'm sorry to disappoint

I dive off of the ledge

I can't hide

I stand out in the rain at night

I can't hide

I need you by my side

Standing in the shadows

Thinking nothing really matters

My heart is feeling shattered

But it's time I close that chapter

On the other side

I hear laughter

I want to go and join them

But I'm afraid my darkness will scare them all away

My sins on my brain

I hope that the rain

Washes them all away

I'm done saving face

I'm trying to find my place

In this world but I'm lost in space

Why do I chase the things that always weigh me down

I can't hide

I stand out in the rain at night

I can't hide

I need you by my side