Tears In My Eyes and Tears In My Arms Lyrics

No text on my phone so I cocked that gun and load it

Put the pistol to my own nobody had said don't blow it

So I went I was alone and you know I'm on my own

I couldn't have pulled the trigger

I feel like I'm getting bigger but

I got to take a deep breath

I don't want to go off of the deep end weeping

Playing all these games I'm thinking that you are fake

I'm drowning deep in a lake I'm always a bit delay

I don't want you to leave I want to keep you here

Cause every time I am alone I always have a fear

That you'll never come back to me and I will disappear

So every time I think of you I'm always making tears yeah

Tears in my eyes and tears on my arms

Never going to tell you about all my scars

About the self harm or the bite marks

I wish I was gone or I was lost no