recovery Lyrics

I promised myself that I'd be better by spring

Answered all of their questions, but is anybody listening

Feel like I am better, but I just fall back down

Don't know how to recover, but everyone says

Honey, you'll figure it out

To some it's not real, and it is just all pretend

They think that I have control, but really all I wanna do is make it end

They just can't see what goes on in my head

As I sit here awake, ten hours on end

Don't know what I'm doing, but apparently, I'm doing something right

Don't know how to recover, but they say

Honey, you will be alright

So spring rolls around and I'm exactly the same

Guess you could call it the bad guy on the last level of a video game

It's impossible to beat

At this point, it's got me on my knees

Don't know what else I can do

It's like I've given up my life to you

As winter rolls around and I'm sitting on my own

I think that you have made your point

What else can I show

Go ahead, take whatever you can reach

All I can ask is that you leave one part of me

Next year at this time, I hope it won't be the same

I don't know what else I can do to win this endless game

I just want the answer book right now

Just have to keep your calm or hearts will get too loud

Back to reality

Slow your heart

Don't know how I'm gonna recover

But they say honey, you'll figure it out