This Ain't Me Lyrics

Another night I'm waking up

My thoughts are my alarm

I go and put a smile when they ask me what's going on

I tend not to put info in places it don't belong

My mother stay praying but I can feel the devil's arm

What I'm saying's that it's almost summer

I feel out of season

I go and see the family they just glad to see me breathing

But tell me yo what's next

Like a pair of Nike's I'm still living check to check

I think I'm doing right my thought's saying I took a left

Yea homie I'm ambitious

I remember this sister from church that came to visit

We ain't have no food at least I ain't got to do dishes

She decide to help us with I'm talking about

Enough to go and stuff the fridge with

That shit'll last a minute

That was God yea that's a given

Homie that's an incentive

To go and make a million

But since then everything's different

Putting lines through relationships like it's incisions

I'm talking to the homies and the family when you listen

I'm telling y'all I'm broken I know it was my decision

This definitely ain't part of the journey I envisioned

Got so many walls up my head feeling like a prison

You know this ain't me

This ain't the same me

I ain't going to stop 'til all of us free

You know this ain't me

This ain't the same me

Free me from my demons please

You know this ain't me

This ain't the same me

I ain't going to stop 'til all of us free

You know this ain't me

This ain't the same me

Free me from my demons please

Remember you a rapper homie

Wrap that shit up

You had your time to vent

Motherfucker enough

Man I seen you grow up

You had some people teach you finances

Good luck and fortune homie talking about some lion dances

Everybody got their struggles I know you did

Always moving place to place you always was the new kid

But now you dropping new shit

Remember you a hustler baby just keep it moving

You already know what to lose is

You already know where this shit going

Listen to no one

Let them know how they gone fall as you get colder

Bitch it's snowing

Just treat this shit like herbs and keep it rolling

Go head and grab your chalk

Keep it writing keep it zoned in

You going to be the best

Homie trust they just don't know

You cold as frozone

You gone last forever baby like it's ozone

Just go ahead and keep it ruthless

And let them know who you are

Just so there's no confusion

You know this ain't me

This ain't the same me

I ain't going to stop 'til all of us free

You know this ain't me

This ain't the same me

Free me from my demons please

You know this ain't me

This ain't the same me

I ain't going to stop 'til all of us free

You know this ain't me

This ain't the same me

Free me from my demons please