Testimony ft. Marisa Knox Lyrics

Feelings

Feelings

Feelings

Stuck on the inside of me

With something like this, I got to take my time with it

This past year we all wrestled with some tough decisions

For me, it was all about forgiveness

Finding what was missing

Investigate my feelings

Find a true villain

Yeah, I needed healing

Like the woman touching Jesus and the spirits willing

But the trauma still bleeds, pain getting serious

And the flesh still weak

I was always slipping

Inside a bed of women

Inside a cloud of smoke

Train of thought goes

Now I'm rolling in the streets on night tour

Taking baggage to the scene like an airport

Getting mannish with my madness always going savage

I thought about my actions

Living life on a stage I was bad acting

Demons hanging out the cage self-hate flashes

Then the light clashes

Hearing God asking

Hearing God asking

Where you at? Where you at? Where you at?

I'm sorry lord always catch me looking back

I see the day the devil clenched me like a snack

I was six years old

I was never coming back

To the innocence I had

Caught up in a crash

Of lust gone wrong

Of kids home alone

And curses roam

Where they don't belong

Now I'm on the phone

Damn, twenty years later

And I'm in the zone like, can I even face them

On major violations

I'm talking Molestation

Yeah, my heart it was racing

I'm pushing 180

Someone come and save me

Maybe I was crazy

Hoping for some daisies

Hoping for healing

Praying that they willing

To at least listen

To at least give admission

Then I heard what I heard

Confirming every word

Confirming every burn

The devil starts to squirm

We come to see the terms

In every lesson learned

It's all between the words

I'm praying for the words lord

We leaning on your word lord

I'm praying for the words lord

We make it through the churn lord

We make it

Lord, I really made it

Feelings

Stuck on the inside of me