Who Am I? ft. Karis Jade Lyrics

My thoughts are terrifying

They're always occupying

The way im feeling

I am trying not to die

And I am

Trapped in these four walls

From debilitating pain

Suffocating my brain

I don't mean to sound so mental

But when you dismantle my mental

It's evident these feelings are not gentle

It ain't coincidental

I found myself through temperamental highs

And lows to last a lifetime

I am who I need to be

When taken away from fake realities

People who told me that they loved me

Then were nowhere to be seen

When I was lonely

Slowly loosing patience to be alive

Loosing reasons to strive beyond the pain

Tatted on my eyes

Who am I

Who am I

FREEQUENCY3 Liv Lee

Or a lonely soul begging to be free

Freedom is a funny thing to me

You only realise you're far from freedom

When you're lonely

Isolated or trapped

And you try to adapt

But all you're left with is

An overwhelming sense of being sad

I found fatigue in being mad

Ease the tension in my notepad

I'm forced to explore what i'm here for

I tried to hide

Tied ties with the devil through the night

Momma said I'll be alright

I am more than being ignored and floored by a system

That doesn't prioritise me when I fall

All my life I feel as though I've had to fight

Now I feel like I am fighting my own insides

Tryna find serenity in hiding

But all im finding

Is anxiety

Consuming me

Im tryne fight to be a better me

But can't you see

This life was never easy

It tried, tested and teased me

My thoughts are always needy

But the music frees me

From the chambers of my mind

I am one of a kind

Helps me understand why

I got carried out my flat on a stretcher

Accompanied by a lecture

On how I can't go back

If you went back it would endanger you

Six flights of stairs is way too dangerous

So my new home became

A mattress on my momma's

Front room floor

Living became a chore

Missing the life I lived before

Now my friends are living their best life

Whilst I'm in isolation put on the strongest medication

And told to just be patient

Waiting

Waiting

Tryna find my thoughts

But they're foggy I can't find thoughts

Give a little time to me please

To breathe

To be a brighter me

To find what I can be

To find what I believe in

To take the steps I need

I need to be free from the pain that I'm feeling

I need to be free from the question cards you're dealing

Find me on my knees as I plead for release

Take me