Hate it (Different) sped up Lyrics

Why you acting so different I notice

Saying that you love me, but won't ever show it

Then you go and say that you hate me I know it

Addiction does empower me I never chose this

Then you go and tell all your friends that it's over

Never telling me no I'm not getting closure

All of those thoughts of us growing older

Never did I think that your love would be torture

Falling for your tricks I was never even special

Why you always lying to my face, like It's incredible

All those times you told me that you love me wasn't genuine

Girl I love you so much every time you're scared you hold my hand

Looking at our pictures then I fell in love again

Why you always capping baby know you didn't feel the same

Know you didn't feel the same way I guess I'm the one to blame

Holding me accountable know you'll always hate my name

Giving me fuel I'm a make it to the hall of fame

Stacking up my racks I will never ever be a lame

No you're not in the frame I'm drawing a new picture

Really saw you in my future now you can not fit there

And I'm taking all these pills

And I'm looking for a thrill

Hoping I can finally deal with all these feelings

Girl you finally helped me heal

All these aches and mental ills

I've been hiding my real feels it's been killing me

In the morning I got feelings pouring

Pour a purple cup knowing it's the wrong thing

I just wanna numb my feelings

Knowing it'll kill me

Knowing it'll end me

I got ten racks hiding my real feelings

Freestyle shit when I walk into the building

All this weight on my shoulder body building

Why you playing games Fortnite towers tilting

Why you acting so different I notice

Saying that you love me, but won't ever show it

Then you go and say that you hate me I know it

Addiction does empower me I never chose this

Then you go and tell all your friends that it's over

Never telling me no I'm not getting closure

All of those thoughts of us growing older

Never did I think that your love would be torture

Falling for your tricks I was never even special

Why you always lying to my face, like It's incredible

All those times you told me that you love me wasn't genuine

Girl I love you so much every time you're scared you hold my hand