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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2019

Lyrics

Don't feel good right now

I might have a breakdown

Who am I?

What is life?

What is death?

I'm wasting time

Feel like, I'm burnin' myself to the floor

Feel like, I cannot unlock my own door

All of the drama, and all of the music

Won't mean a thing if I start to abuse it

I just wish I knew God was there

Did before, and I never cared

But now everything's so blurry

Now I'm inside of a hurry

Now I am working a job

Now my imagination is gone

Now I can't make a stop

Don't wanna die, or live, or think

My gosh

I just wanna get away

Go to the place where everything is fine

And I feel okay

Don't worry 'bout the end, or the pain

Or the lies, or the hate

Or anything that anybody says

I need a shelter for

My little heart, and the sores

I feel overly sore

I need a break before I lose more

I need a break before I lose more

I can't do this

(Yes you can)

No I can't

Hold my hand

I'm alone so I indulge

In my thoughts, and feel repulsed

I'm ruining my future, why?

I just wanna sit and cry

I just wanna find myself tonight

Without being ignorant

Feel like life's alright


I'm afraid

I'm afraid

I'm afraid

I'm afraid

And I don't wanna die

I'm afraid

I'm afraid

I'm afraid I'm

I don't wanna die

I'm afraid, you're afraid

I'm afraid, you're afraid

Everybody is afraid to die


Yeah, I don't wanna be misunderstood

(Misunderstood)

I don't wanna sit and read a book

(Read a book)

I don't wanna burn in hell forever

(Ever, ever, ever)

I don't wanna live in heaven either

(Either, either, either)


Beating me into the floor

I don't want another war

Wish I would call my dad

Wish I would take that back

There's a can of worms that I don't touch

I'm standing here on my last crutch

"Everything's fine, everything's fine"

"Everything's fine"

Everything's not

I feel like an adult

Wait, stop, everybody halt

Forget that, I'ma switch jobs

I need paper to help me sob

I need something to keep me alive

Drinking Monster's, I'm awake at five

Sitting here watching the sun rise

Day's ruined, didn't sleep last night

Gotta chug another can

Venting loud on Instagram

Go to work I can barely stand

At least I succeed with my plans

Gotta get a buck

Need to be struck

Dead, but alive

Ask myself what the (No!)

I still keep the beats clean

That's all that's left that keeps me

(Separate) My dad says I reject it

That's dad two, not dad one

He could be right, I hate his lessons

I know he's right, my hatred lessens

Know that he knows what's best for me

He's probably smarter

He's forty three

But here I am, here I stand

I'm scared to live

So scared I ran


I'm afraid

I'm afraid

I'm afraid

I'm afraid

And I don't wanna die

I'm afraid

I'm afraid

I'm afraid I'm

I don't wanna die

I'm afraid, you're afraid

I'm afraid, you're afraid

Everybody is afraid to die


Yeah, I don't wanna be misunderstood

(Misunderstood)

I don't wanna sit and read a book

(Read a book)

I don't wanna burn in hell forever

(Ever, ever, ever)

I don't wanna live in heaven either

(Either, either, either)

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