Disappear Lyrics

Living with the devil on my back

Feel the earth about to crack beneath us

When I think the worst is done

One more path we need to run in pieces

I can't untie the knot behind my back

Or try to hide the loaded mess I am

I'd close my eyes before I stare in to that gun

But that's it. I'm done

I try to beat it coz the feeling's not the one

I try to reach it, but I'm blinded by the sun

Try not to bottle, but I'll blow just like a gun

That's it. I'm done.

I've given everything and it's sad to see it go

But I can't carry on, it feels so hollow

And it scares me half to death. Will anybody care

When I disappear

It won't stop crawling underneath,

But I wanna see how it ends

So I give another little piece of me

Until there's nothing left to feed my demons

I'll keep an open mind. Look inside

Tell me why everything is black and white

All my life I have tried. Now it's time to run

But that's it. I'm done

I try to beat it coz the feeling's not the one

I try to reach it, but I'm blinded by the sun

Try not to bottle, but I'll blow just like a gun

That's it. I'm done.

I've given everything and it's sad to see it go

But I can't carry on, it feels so hollow

And it scares me half to death. Will anybody care

When I disappear

It's not my fault but I've paid for it

Can't stand the taste of this medicine

Give me a reason to start again

I need a reason to start again

It's not my fault but I've paid for it

Can't stand the taste of this medicine

Give me a reason to start again

I need a reason to start again

But that's it. I'm done

I try to beat it coz the feeling's not the one

I try to reach it, but I'm blinded by the sun

Try not to bottle, but I'll blow just like a gun

That's it. I'm done.

I've given everything and it's sad to see it go

But I can't carry on, it feels so hollow

And it scares me half to death. Will anybody care

When I disappear