Blessings in Disguise Lyrics

They say age is nothing but a number

But how come when I look at my age I start to wonder?

Shouldn't I be experiencing something different, something other than this?

I mean, man my vision was more brighter than this

That's in the physical, cos the spiritual is much real

My journey from 2011 has been more than surreal

Cos I got saved and that's the most important thing

But I can't help it get distracted by just more than one thing

I used to think by this year I would have myself a car

But reality is I am really very far

About to graduate, I thank God I made it tho

Cos in 5th year I didn't think I'd make it y'all

Lots of pressure to work hard and still be a leader

Lots of pressure to write history and still be a reader

Am I the man I was meant to be? Or still conforming?

Am I still searching for my purpose, or found my calling?

I've had so many questions I had an identity crisis

But I thank God cos he showed me what my identity in Christ is

And that doesn't always stop me from being anxious

Lord forgive me when I wander from the path that's righteous

When you stray and need help you get more humble

When I think that i'm strong, I know that's trouble

Cos pride comes before the fall you could think it's autumn

It's automatic when it happens you dont need to fall down, to find out

Like gravity, it's reality

Like how I have no money on me, hommie, it's reality

It's real

The struggle man it's real out here

Where you can't depend on money made from one career

And how i'm waiting for a job, I know that God is faithful

Till then I need to learn be patient and be more grateful

But, I pace back and forth in my mind

Cos when I look around I start to wonder if I am blind

Cos next year I'll be 25

But I don't know if I've met the girl that will be my wife

Still single, always been never had a fling

But I'll be lying if I said that I never felt a thing

I'm a man

And I've had so many "ma hopes"

Only to see them get hooked to men that I know

And I've seen people rush into relationships

Only to get disappointed when the relationship

Doesnt fix things but rather makes them see

That being satisfied with self is the priority

At my rate, I don't think that I am ready at all

I know all men have flaws but I am learning a lot

And I thank God for the time that he is building me

Cos through this process I'll be the man I ought to be

And I thank God for the time he's building me

Cos through this process I'll be the man I ought to be

And I thank God for the time he's building me

Cos through this process I'll be the man I ought to be