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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

Lyrics

I don't even know if I'm going to drop this shit man

Crazy


Uh

So for the start

It's the beginning of March

Going through it with my girl so I can't work on the art

Shit is really feeling off I can't even push out a thought

Man I'm probably burnt out cus I been working so hard

But I ain't worried bout it I'm going to keep going till something spark


A week goes by I still got nothing

Me shawty still be fussing

Getting overwhelmed for real and now I'm close to saying fuck it

So I hop on sixty four let out emotions I was tucking

Take a shower hit the bed ain't no point in trying nothing


I feel defeated need reason just to leave it I was tweaking

I woke up the next day like ten even

But I'm going to push it to eleven man I just want to sleep in

Couldn't get up out the bed just the way I was feeling


But I got up about eleven thirty

My phone on do not disturb me


I finally checked it

Missed a message

Couple dms

I responded to the text and now I'm checking the gram

Stupid shit from my friend

A nigga with a blue check

Getbenny sent a message wait up hold up a sec

He said


"You got talent boy let's tap in use my intro as magnet"

Not exactly but it's basically what happened

Know the instagram was valid but I still thought he was cappin


Then he gave me trill number

With instructions

Saying "tell em I sent you he already know that you coming"


So I proceed

With the speed

I don't know what's about to happen but I planted a seed


Three days later

Woke up to a missed FaceTime

From the number he just gave up

I got straight up


Called him back

He didn't answer now I'm mad

Did I really miss my shot

Im bouta tweak I need to stop


Soon as I'm bout to spark blunt

I feel my phone start to buzz

I looked over and get anxious just because of who it was

Sucked it up and picked it up


I introduced myself

Told me I got talent and he said that's he's the dude to help


To touch the next level

And then he showed me credentials

Okay this nigga for real this was blessing


Then we made a game plan

He told me he got some friends


He asked me if I knew jadakiss like what are saying

That man's a living breathing legend like of course I'm a fan

He ask me if I want to meet em I just sat there and stared

Said I could pick out one track to come and lay on his ears

But they was up in Times Square

That's seven hours from here


So I said no at first

Talked for a little bit longer he told me keep in touch

I said I will for sure and then the phone hung up

Thoughts regret in my head I can't pass it up

Called my dad quick cus it clicked that he be driving trucks

Told him it's for kiss he tripped and now he we're riding up


I ain't been New York since before I was four

But in my mind I ain't really never been here before

I couldn't sleep I was up for the whole twenty four


Didn't know what I would play em

Couldn't pull out something basic

I want everybody round to know oh this kids amazing

I broke it down to three songs that I could play

Moccasin, unfamiliar, and can't decide ironically

Said I'd decide last minute

I haven't slept with with a headache

I haven't ate cus I'm anxious


I'm in the city

Shit is busy

Dawg I can't even think

So much shit that's going on got me not wanting to blink

About a hour before link

Laid out in the backseat

Trying to sleep


You know I didn't

Man eventually I got up and started walking to the spot

I get in wassup to trill and kiss is sitting on the couch

Heard my song start on the speakers for I'm even sitting down

I dap em up and say wassup but I ain't nervous man I'm proud

Really here to let em hear the things I'm doing with these sounds


Song is playing cameras flashing I said fuck it started rapping

Everybody get the staring

In my zone I ain't caring

I'm going to make a good impression they gone know that I'm the rarest

If it's my moment I ain't sharing


Song over with he put his hands out can't leave em hangin

Man the sample still singing


Then we got up took more flicks and chopped it up

Told me boy you got something don't stop just keep it up

You remembered your shit off top now that's that's tuff

Now I'm stuck

Is this real what the fuck


I keep it cool

And tell em thanks man trying to get like you

He kinda laughed shook my hand and then walked over to the food

Won't shit you could say to a nigga to change my mood

Cus that moment right there showed me I ain't gone lose


Man shit

Anything I want to do I go do it

It's insane

It's crazy

I can only thank God

You know

I spoke this shit

I spoke it

I spoke it and put some action behind it

And we moving on up baby let's go

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