I Can't Do This Anymore Lyrics

I think I've had it with this unfulfilling life

Always replay the same mistakes it's all a lie

I've got a feeling that I'm destined to die alone

Don't tell me you understand, you don't

By the time I had a job and making minimum wage

I knew that I'd be swallowed up and end up stuck in a cage

Didn't wanna conform, but society said so

What else can I do, where the fuck do I go?

Me and my depression always act like best friends

Drink away my problems but it doesn't mean they'll ever end

Sleeping on the floor not on the couch or in my bed

'Cause I just wanna sink into the hell inside my head

Every day feels like the one that came before

I can't do this anymore

Losing people left and right I'm waging wars

I've been through it all before

Thought I finally caught a break when I thought I found the one

But it always ends the same you're leaving happy out of love

I shoulda known better than to get my hopes up

That this curse would go away I think I'm giving up

Losing myself, stay in my shell, don't wanna go outside

Don't wanna see the world if everything's a lie

Stay up all night, losing this fight, wrong or right, fade to black

'Cause you can drink until you're numb but they ain't never coming back

WAKE UP

Every day feels like the one that came before

I can't do this anymore

Losing people left and right I'm waging wars

I've been through it all before

Told me that you loved me then you up and ran away

I'm thinking' when you used to hug me did you ever wanna stay

Can't help myself from overthinking' now I'm left out in the rain

Always ends the same, pushing everyone away

I hate to admit but I'm fucked in the brain

It's like I never found something to deal with the pain

I'll never escape all the heartache

And I'll never know what to say to you

I'M NOT OK

All I do is sink and there's a lotta people watching

Find comfort when I drink, so imma lose it in the mosh pit

Temporary fix, no more complaining 'bout the options

What can I do, what can I do

With this memory of you that never goes away?

Too many bittersweet moments always on replay

I grew addicted to you before I knew myself

I can't do this anymore but I don't need any help

Every day feels like the one that came before

I can't do this anymore

Losing people left and right I'm waging wars

I've been through it all before

Do you really hate me?

Am I really all that bad?

What did I do this time?

Why am I so fucking sad?

leave me dead in the dirt

Leave me rotting all alone

It's been a long time coming

I can't do this on my own.