better fit Lyrics

Look me in the eye

And tell me that I'm wonderful the way I am

Is it something from a year ago

Or something that I'd never understand

Well I'll open the blinds

For the very first time this week

And I'll try to get there before nine

So leave me alone

Till I'm making my bed

And I'm running round dead

Yeah I'm running round

Catch me on the ceiling

So you don't catch me leaving

Thrift store jeans and fake tattoos

I can try to just be

Someone else then we'll see

If that's a better look

On me, on me

Why you talking all the same

Now that's something that I never really got

Are you telling me to grow

Or to bloom into something I'm really not

Then you owe me a ride

To where you got in mind

I hope it's not far, but I promised I'd try

So show me around

All the tiny hallways

I'll be stuck in for days

I'll be stuck here

Is this a better fit

That's exactly what you'd think

Change my colours bit by bit

Well keep it coming, keep it coming

Is this a better look

Well of course you say it's good

Ripping pages out my books

Till I'm running round dead

Yeah I'm running round

Catch me on the ceiling

So you don't catch me leaving

Thrift store jeans and fake tattoos

I can try to just be

Someone else then we'll see

If that's a better look

On me, on me

I'll rub my eyes

And act surprised

When all I feel

Is butterflies

With paper wings

That haunt my skin

And cut my stomach up

A wound for every sin

Either way

I'll keep them close

It's just growing pains

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