There Again Lyrics

Reality hits me like a speeding train

Take another pill but they don't numb the pain

I've never been to good with changes

I can't seem to relate to the world outside

And nothing happens from some grand design

It's all just luck of the draw

And some of us just have no luck at all

The times I've reached for something

Just to have it thrown back in my face

How did we get to this place

And then it all came crashing down

And you put it all on me

So don't pull me in if you're just gonna push me away like the other day

I don't wanna be there again, I kinda wanna be there again

And I've dug myself back out of this hole

Got a battle inside and I fight it alone

And I'm right back there again, oh I'm right back there again

Getting lost in the iris of an eye

Trying hard to spot the broken lie

I've never been to good with strangers

I can see denial in the words unspoken

You tough it out so no one knows

You're weak inside and losing your mind

Now it's becoming hard to hide

From all the things I run from

You're probably right that I'm better off alone

With no one to hold

And then it all came crashing down

And you took it out on me

So don't pull me in if you're just gonna push me away like the other day

I don't wanna be there again, I kinda wanna be there again

And I've dug myself back out of this hole

Got a battle inside and I fight it alone

And I'm right back there again, oh I'm right back there again