catharsis Lyrics

Time hasn't moved in a while

My sister is the only thing that makes me smile

She says that I should move on, but

You know I can't

Saving my tears on a file

To show you the damage when you get hostile

And I, know that I should move on, but

I never can

And maybe if I was lucky

It would just hit me

Then I'd be alright, but

This keeps staying at the front of my mind

Destroyed myself to keep your wishes

You're scaring tactics never missed, and when you

Think about me like I know you do

Remember, I was close to you

Forcing me into a silence

My attitude was too much, but excuse his violence, I was

Threatened with an army

But I'm just one man

Gave you your friends

Is this how you thank me?

Faking content

Everything's how it should be

Now I'm a mess

Trying to comprehend

Though, maybe if I was different

You would've listened

Then I'd be alright, but

This keeps staying at the front of my mind

I was in a mental prison

It doesn't take some magic vision to see

How they broke me and how they made me blue

While I was also close to you

I felt like I was going crazy

For a year I questioned sanity and I don't

Wanna see you begging on your knees

Whenever you end up like me

So I try and try,

To distract myself

But I want an eye for an eye

Cause you put me through HELL

You made me lose my mind

And at the same time

I lost myself

But I still wish you well

But I still wish you well

Destroyed myself to keep your wishes

You're scaring tactics never missed, and when you

Think about me like I know you do

Remember, I was close to you

Destroyed myself (myself, myself)

I wish you hell (you hell, you hell)

And when you think about me like I know you do

Remember I was