transfer song Lyrics

Miss a train board a train watch someone die

Never home in my dorm I'd rather be up north

I'm so scared to be alone and I have no friends

And I wanna kill myself because of my meds

I hate myself

I haven't gone to class in weeks and I spend all my money on Flixbus tickets

I want to transfer schools

I take the train every other day

I'm so fucking tired and I never ever wanna wake up

(Oh and what's my routine?)

Shave my chest every day plus my arms and legs

Try to not skip a meal but I'll forget again

Missing friends who treated me like shit

I feel like Millie would call my life a bit

I'm a joke (in the most recent Yard podcast episode)

I feel trapped inside portland's finest suicide goldmine

I'm failing everybody even me

I can't get out of bed in a hellscape made in my image

And I guess in river's too

I haven't gone to class in weeks and I spend all my money on flixbus tickets

I want to transfer schools

I take the train every other day

I'm so fucking tired and I never ever wanna wake up

I feel trapped inside portland's finest suicide goldmine

I'm failing everybody even me

I can't get out of bed in a hellscape made in my image

And I guess I'm giving up today