Breaking Point ft. Dan Watson Lyrics

Every night when I try to fall asleep

All at once repressed thoughts and memories

Flock like ravens to a crucified carcass

Eaten alive by these intrusive thoughts

Haunted by the shadows of my past

A burden I must take to the grave

Try to find escape through a phone screen,

Caffeine, but these bad dreams they won't leave me

They won't leave me

Eating like shit

Caffeine addict

Can barely sleep

Don't wanna breathe

Don't go outside

Stay in my room

Wasting away

Nothing to do

I didn't deserve to be born

Why am I here, what am I still here for

Then, every night I'm alone with my mind

A flood of hostile thoughts about things I cannot change

Just wait it out (wait it out)

Until it disappears

Then wait some more (wait some more)

Until it comes back

'Cause I know it's

Coming back

Just wait it out (wait it out)

Until it disappears

Then wait some more (wait some more)

Until it comes back

'Cause I know it's

Coming back

I didn't deserve to be born

Why am I here, what am I still here for

It's always the same

When I'm alone I assume the worst

Every day is perpetual madness

Beating my head against the wall

What will come of this

I am the point where fear becomes insanity

The darkest shadows of humanity

My nightmares remind me that I am not alone

The creatures inside them never returned the flesh they picked from my bones

The flesh that they picked from my bones

I don't know what to do

I'm stuck in an endless loop

I don't know what to do

To reverse how low I've stooped

I don't know what to do

I've reached my breaking point

I am finite

But I see the light

Is this hope in the midst of darkness

A survivor

God I'm tired

Bathed in the blood of the prior night

I am finite

But I see the light

Is this hope in the midst of darkness

A survivor

God I'm tired

Bathed in the blood of the prior night