Dont Know Why I Even Try Lyrics

I want to cry

I'm dead inside

I don't know why

I even try

I want to cry

I'm dead inside

I don't know why

I even try

In the past I would get so mad

They laughing everybody want to be trashy

Batshit crazy everybody made me

Want to get hazy baby lately

Have you seen the moon before

I know that you walked through that door

And I just want to give you more

Of me to you that I adore

Check me out now

Got both feet on the ground

And when I fall down

Don't make no sound

Think I could gain a few pounds

And when I buy you know I'm buying an ounce

Go ahead and try to get your tongue and lips to pronounce

All these words are going straight to my head

And I just want to get some bread

Not worry about what someone said

And I don't know if I can do that thing instead

Of looking ahead

I don't want to be filled with dread

Tell me how you do it

Turn the other cheek and lose it

I just want to get so lit

And maybe take a couple sips

But you wanted me to quit

Those nasty cigarettes I hit

It's still a bullet I haven't bit

I want to cry

I'm dead inside

I don't know why

I even try

I want to cry

I'm dead inside

I don't know why

I even try