Tired Lyrics

I'm dozing off, I need a snooze

I'm frozen, but my thoughts stay on the move

I take too long to leave my room

One day I'll see the sun and not the moon

But for now don't see the use

I'm feeling blue and out of juice

So I guess I'm feeling orange like when you go and squeeze the fruit

Yeah, my smile's sweet but I feel sour, too

My jaw locks when I need to choose

What I really want but I don't have the power to

I'm spouting fumes, I cloud my view

The hours flew to Kalamazoo

Feels like I'm in the toilet and I'm brown in hue

Sometimes I doubt what I'm amounting to

Just want someone to say I'm proud of you

Don't know my future let the fountain choose

Or I could take charge and turn to powder blue

I tend to hide my feelings like the cowards do

Shove them back in my head and let them all get lost in a crowded room

I want my mind to go to sleep

So I don't think about the broken things

I guess that would be my only dream

I see an opening, to make some change in my life

I do it hopelessly

I want my mind to go to sleep

So I don't think about the broken things

I guess that would be my only dream

I see an opening, to make some change in my life

I do it hopelessly

I'm running out of energy

The emptiness wants to enter me

I need a lift from this lethargy

I need a boost to be a better me

I think that I'm my only enemy I wish that I could set him free

It's bad to hold a grudge, at least that's what the mirror said to me

I try to chase him down, but he keeps pedaling

I guess I'll let him run and I'll keep settling

I wake up late I should've stayed asleep

I'm dozing off because they hate my dreams

It takes so much for me to say the things I really want

And then they make me freeze

Think about reality, not make-believe

Cover up my face and then I take a beat

And try to calm down but it won't change for me

I was born with this dream, it isn't Maybelline

I get caught up I'm always late to eat

I didn't mean to, but my mind can go astray for weeks

My momma tells me that she prays for me

I pay for therapy but pain is free

I know the change won't happen steadily

But I'll still get from A to B

I'm sleeping readily 'til something's waking me

'Cuz at the end of 2017

I though that I'd be happy now

But I'm still waiting patiently

I want my mind to go to sleep

So I don't think about the broken things

I guess that would be my only dream

I see an opening, to make some change in my life

I do it hopelessly

I want my mind to go to sleep

So I don't think about the broken things

I guess that would be my only dream

I see an opening, to make some change in my life

I do it hopelessly