- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
Soon as a nigga wake up, my mind racing
Feel like I got a thousand things to do today
You gotta tell me what's on your mind, baby
Who really with you in this world I don't know who can say
(You trust a bitch look like a fool these days)
Don't know play no games with me baby, I keep a record
(They hangin' us gotta keep tool these days)
These niggas sheep and lil baby I be the Shepard
Had to take my time to get it right, yeah
Geekin' off that addy through the night, yeah
Though this shit got dark I kept my sight, yeah
Now I think I finally see the light, yeah
If I was focused probably could have had it last year
Lost all my focus but we keep that in the past, yeah
Regained my focus, hocus pocus with them packs, yeah
I doubled up the stacks, yeah
Still I'm paranoid, see the boys got to duck em'
Split it with my dogs still I wonder, can I trust em'?
Real cold world, might corrupt em'
Let me know we good, voice in my saying fuck em'
My other voice though, he love em'
Like I got angels and demons on my shoulder
I was only peeping the demons and that shit turned me colder
I'm a Gemini, in its truest form
Angels kept on talking knew the story wasn't over
It got me geeked up off this life shit
Say where I'm at, no time to write shit
All these decisions got me tweakin' out
Stress stopped me from growing, trying to fight shit
Yeah, cuz
Some days I think I'm going crazy
Smoking this weed to keep me sane, yeah
Money on my mind, I got success on my brain
But I'm sure one day Imma thank me, yeah
Some days
I don't try at all
My soul speaks for me
Yeah
Had to take this shit back to the basics my nigga
I was breaking down I had to face it my nigga
Had to figure out what I'm chasing, yeah
Imma get whatever I put my mind to the way it's racin'
Fell in love with money and music I give a fuck about the fame, man
This shit chose me I ain't choose it I had dreams of the NBA, man
Everything changed, still I'm the same man
I got so tired of doing the same, man
By definition I'm going insane, man
Want something different, then switch up your game plan
I got a war going on in my brain, yeah
Do I make changes, do I stay the same? Yeah
Do I keep geekin' to get through the pain? Yeah
People around me speaking, I'm zoned out like I can't hear a thing
Like I hear you speaking, I'm just peeping thoughts up in my brain
Doubled up my dose, a nigga be tweakin' like I don't fear a thing
I'm squaring up with my spirit man
Hennessy and Peri' I can't feel a thing
Soon as a nigga wake up, my mind racing
Feel like I got a thousand things to do today
You gotta tell me what's on your mind, baby
Who really with you in this world I don't know who can say
Some days I think I'm going crazy
Smoking this weed to keep me sane, yeah
Money on my mind, I got success on my brain
But I'm sure one day Imma thank me, yeah
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Ladadadadada
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