groundhog day Lyrics

You know that I'm not stupid

And I know that you're not blind

Gonna fall asleep before the sun comes up tonight

Starting over every time

Inebriation is your scapegoat

Staying clean was always mine

The temperature is rising

You're freezing and I'm lying

I just don't see the point in trying to let you fix the mess I am

Giving all of me for none of you

I know the stakes and you do too

Convince myself there's nothing to lose but my carpool from the city

Cause you don't see me 'till I'm halfway out the door

You let me waste your time and I think that's why I don't hate you more

You remind me everyday we're on a dead end street

Then I forget, such a shame

That everyday just happens to repeat

The alarm is set but quiet

I'll only wake to military grade

I know your routine because I see it every single day

Still a conscious choice that I make

Your intentions are deceiving

I'm staying now you're leaving

And sure as I'm not breathing we're back at square one in the morning

I'll flee the state, the country next

Bombs at baggage claim cause no one checks

Fluorescent fire, procession now

My coffee's still not strong enough somehow

Cause you don't see me 'till I'm halfway out the door

You let me waste your time and I think that's why I don't hate you more

You remind me everyday we're on a dead end street

Then I forget, such a shame

That everyday just happens to repeat

I'm working overtime tomorrow

To cover the expenses of my pride

Hysterical insomnia grew up into feeling like

You'll love me

before the sun comes up this time