i felt like destroying something beautiful Lyrics

So far, I've made it all this way

But it was hard to pick up right where I left off

Nothing's real, everything's far away

Everything's a copy of a copy of a copy

I know I was destined to wake up

Yet I'm aware I was never really asleep

All the faces were a bundle of friends

And most are just appalling punctures and entry wounds

Building walls to keep me safe from a distance

Still I end up fighting all apprehension

So help me, God

Every evening I die, always wishing I was born again, resurrected

Every evening I die, always wishing I was born again

And every evening I die, every morning I was born again

Resurrected