Never Go Home Lyrics

I can never go home

Because home was a lie

Shadows climb the walls inside

Never thought love was kind

Close my eyes, wondering why

I can't make everything stay black

Bathroom floor, water's running cold

You stand outside but I won't open the door

I still hesitate when you tell me you love me

I blamed myself when he stole my youth

I shatter like glass, blood all over your hands

And I don't see how, no I don't see how

You can want me like this

I can't bare my soul in a narcissistic world

But I've been hollowed out by the war

I made in my own mind

God I know how that darkness can hold

I've dug myself out of a few graves now

I'm so tired of being in control

I can't stop the shaking in my bones

I still hesitate when you tell me you love me

I blamed myself when he stole my youth

I shatter like glass, blood all over your hands

And I don't see how, no I don't see how

You can want me

And I'll be honest

About the way that I almost

Let them win

I still hesitate when you tell me you love me

I blamed myself when he stole my youth

Just like he said he would

I shatter like glass, blood all over your hands

And I don't see how, no I don't see how

No I don't see how, but show me how

You can love me like this