delusional clark Lyrics

Well, gather around kids

Ima tell you a story

About how things were

When I was your age

Sometimes we had a lot

Sometimes we had a little

Sometimes we had enough

So we're stuck up in the middle

I had to speak in tongues

Cuz they would talk to me in riddles

They told me act tough

But I've always felt brittle

They said that you can have it

All you gotta do is try

But later I grew up

And found out everything's a lie

It's all non existent

Imagination figments

And all the plans I had

Have never come into fruition

I've fallen to addiction

It's a hell of a curse

But its disguised as a blessing

That's what makes it feel worse

I've been down so low

And up too high

But both kinda suck

I can't make up my mind

I tried to speak to God

But I don't really think he likes me

I bet if he were human he would really

Want to fight me

Lord please don't smite me

I know I sound sarcastic

But no cap I haven't felt the same

Since dropping all that acid

But I'm still seeing fractyls

When I stare up at the walls

They closing in just like

The Lord be ghosting all my calls

So instead I'm talking to myself at 4:00am

It's like the microphone's my therapist

And only friend

I wanna talk to you in private

So just promise you won't tell

I've convinced myself at this point

That my life's a living hell

Do you want to move in

Just you, me, and the kids

To a place that don't exist

Deep in my mental abyss

It's kinda nice to be alone

Not a single distraction

Marijuana cologne

I've just been huffing the gasses

Weekly sessions with my exorcist

He thinks he'll make a difference

But in the end its just the voice

In my head that really listen