Remedies Lyrics

Carolina on my schedule

Sammy lives there for the summer

Carolina on my schedule

Sammy lives there for the summer

Open that door or I'm kicking it in

I got no recollection, I'm drowning in sin

And I ask for forgiveness, I pray and I win

But I fall back into it again, and again

I don't know how I can live with myself

I don't know how I ain't killing myself

I'm telling myself I can't love no one else, but I'm falling for shawties in love with my wealth

And I do it for fun, but I'm keeping it stealth

Cause' that's what it do to you, killing your health

Keeping that glock and that clip on my shelf incase I wanna murder these demons myself

Demons be telling me I got no worth, but I know it's a lie cause' it's written in dirt

And I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna hurt

I keep feeling entrapped by myself, it's a curse

Going to class and I'm making new enemies just for existing, I'm looking for remedies

Sometimes I wanna die, look for infinity

I'm finding hell inside codeine, it's killing me

My homies smoking it up like some chimneys

Fighting temptation is growing humidity

I cannot lie, I loved when she looked in my eyes and told me she hates me with everything she has inside

Cause' I saw through all the disguise

These demons live under your lies

They're tryna escape but you bury them, marry them

One day you're gon' have to carry them

Coffin's expensive, these funerals happily sharing them

Funerals happily sharing them

Aye, I cannot lie, I loved when she looked in my eyes

Carolina on my schedule

Sammy lives there for the summer

Carolina on my schedule

Sammy lives there for the summer