Self Medicated ft. Jay Bales Lyrics

Take me back to reality

To a universe I used to see

I never felt to at home

Slowly losing gravity

But I can't let it slip away from me

I traveled down my darkest road

And I

Self medicated alone

Alone

And I

Self medicated alone

Alone alone

I don't know where I am

Don't know where I'm supposed to go

Where the fuck do I begin

Ridin solo bout to lose hope

I learned it's every man for themselves

In this dog eat dog world

Tomorrow isn't promised and the promises they never keep em never keep their word

They say keep friends close keep your enemies closer

If your friends get too close they gone switch up and try to take over

I used to play two sports to keep my brain off the weight on my shoulders

But it turns out life's a bitch and she's heavy whatever way you try to hold her

And I

I been thinkin bout what my life is coming to

What is my place

What is my purpose

I'm balancing 17 things like a circus

Everything that I do I make sure that it's worth it

I don't plan it out I just go with the flow

You can't change what you can't that is something I know

I'm on my own planet just take off and go

And I

Self medicated alone

Alone

And I

Self medicated alone

Alone alone

You know nowadays niggas ain't authentic

You know my soul my flow from the dirt

Niggas really mad that I came up wit it?

That's how the dice roll I still hold what I earn

Why you tell another man what he do and don't deserve?

Skip em like Uno cause I had to take his turn

You can't play wit flames and think you ain't gettin burned

Every time I take an L it's a lesson that I learn

Word

What you heard?

Everything that glitters ain't golden

It floats to the surface

No way that shit worth it

I don't know if it's workin

I ain't tryna be perfect

I know them clowns around you nigga

I know they act a circus

It's all on the table I'm a surgeon

Got my head wrapped like a Persian

With a face mask like I'm purging

Cause I don't want no corona nigga

That Crown Royal is perfect

I'm like why the fuck is the room spinnin

I'm just goin in circles

I caught a break no accidents

Cause what God do was on purpose

Self medicate to ease the pain

It don't never go away

I'm just tryn get thru today

We hurt ourselves then feel betrayed

And I

Self medicated alone

Alone

And I

Self medicated alone

Alone alone