exhausting Lyrics

Baby you're going nowhere

But you were never mine

So I do not care

Thought you were the one for me

Stabbed my heart just to see if it bleed

Damn the distance was so far

Driving me everywhere

Cause I had no car

Drunk on facetime you lost it

Said that loving me was exhausting

My savior complex

Got me feeling so nauseous

A damsel in distress

Should've proceeded with caution

I know you can't save everyone

But watch me try

I know my heart in the right place

But it likes to fly and die

I can't keep on this way

I gotta set up some boundaries

A chess game, best move

Or I'll end up just drowning

Baby you're going nowhere

I'd ask you "how you been?"

But I do not care

Thought you were the one for me

Stabbed my heart just to see if it bleed

Damn the distance was so far

Driving me everywhere

Cause I had no car

Drunk on facetime you lost it

Said that loving me was exhausting

We both crying on the phone

You're reading off your notes

Told me that you wrote it

Six months ago

But why now?

Why like this?

I don't mean to be remiss

But I cannot even recall

When we had our last kiss

But before we could say our last goodbye

I made one last joke and then my phone died

Baby you're going nowhere

I'd ask you "how you been?"

But I do not care

Thought you were the one for me

Stabbed my heart just to see if it bleed

Damn the distance was so far

Driving me everywhere

Cause I had no car

Drunk on facetime you lost it

Said that loving me was exhausting

But don't forget the times

I made you laugh

Till there were tears in your eyes

Now these tears are different

And it's obvious why

I'm drowning in a sea

Of memories passing by

Cause you really were mine

Messed up for good this time

Maybe I'm going nowhere

I hit my peak it was you

Dammit that's no fair

Thought you were all that I'd need

Lost ambition didn't follow my dreams

And the distance not that hard

Honestly my fault that I had no car

But I wasn't all I could be

Had to lose you to learn to be happy