Monster ft. The Solamente Lyrics

I'm a monster but I don't care

I don't want to feel that pain not here no where

I've been stuck in my mind since the people stopped hearing

I want to be free from the demons and killings

Can't get out I'm trapped in the darkness

No one to save me alone in my coffin

I'm rotting in here

I'm corrupted with hatred of life and its burning regardless

Cant see the light there isn't a glimpse

I'm trapped here with all of my sin

I keep digging deeper and deeper to hide all the pain that controls me within

I've been lost for a long, long time

I'm in a place where I can't find my mind

The dark it takes over and the light oh it hides

And now I've got no hope to abide

I look in the mirror and he stares back

Emotional torrent I need to relax

I need peace I need to forget

All of the pain but he still wont relent

My vision is blurred as he brings up the past

All the moments I couldn't make last

Ripped from my family a monster in hiding

Controlled by my demons my anger's igniting

Pain that is what haunts me

Pain I deserve all of the suffering

Pain I couldn't control them

Pain I couldn't control me

I had temptation

And the anger carried me through

There's no excuse to mask what has happened

Only the truth

I've been lost for a long, long time

I'm in a place where I can't find my mind

The dark it takes over and the light oh it hides

And now I've got no hope to abide