brand new flesh Lyrics

I felt like, I was hovering above my own body, watching myself sing

I wish I could get, a brand new pair of flesh

Step out of my skin and walk around as someone else

Closed my eyes and sighed, when I walked into my room

Didn't open them until, I made it past the mirror on my wall

I keep picking at the skin around my fingernails, hoping it'll come off

Hoping it'll come off

I can't help but see the blemishes and scratches, even though i need a camera to see Them

A camera to see them

I bring myself up from my bed, my shoulder blades are yawning

And my stomach keeps on screaming, but I refuse to feed it

I was staring at the wall, even felt like it was mocking me

Then i buried my head under the sheets

I looked at my hands, for the first time in a while

Thought that I was analyzing someone else

I was getting ready for the day, everything was blurry

Until i remembered that my eyes are weak and need help

I tried to take a step out of the house, forgot my feet inside

They don't even feel like they're the right size

Compare myself to everybody else, gender doesn't matter, I just wish I could wear brand New flesh

I just wish I could wear brand new flesh

My body points away

While i was adjusting my mask

It feels like it's attached to my face

I'd rather you not see it

I'd prefer if it just stayed a mass of pixels

The way it's meant to be

I looked at my hands, for the first time in a while

Thought that I was analyzing someone else

I was getting ready for the day, everything was blurry

Until i remembered that my eyes are weak and need help

I tried to take a step out of the house, forgot my feet inside

They don't even feel like they're the right size

Compare myself to everybody else, gender doesn't matter, I just wish I could wear brand New flesh

I just wish I could wear brand new flesh