TRYING Lyrics

I understand I'm just a man

There's just so much to defend

My tears run dry with blatant eyes

The weight of the world is on my back

Always feeling under attack

The ghost of yesterday is chasing me

So why even do I try

Someone please tell me why

I've lost control of my mind

A part of me is dying inside

Living inside of my fears

My end is drawing near

Falling like a house of cards

On Catastrophic Boulevard

Breaking down falling to my knees

Starting to feel like I'm a disease

My past is what I can't release

Locked away from my inner peace

Feeling empty from the inside and out

I have built up so much doubt

Suffering in agony

You're the reason this happening to me

So why even do I try

Someone please tell me why

I've lost control of my mind

A part of me is dying inside

Living inside of my fears

My end is drawing near

Falling like a house of cards

On Catastrophic Boulevard

Where do we go

What do we know

There's no turning back

My hearts under attack

I'm trying

Fighting

Lying

I'm dying

I don't know what to do

But I promise you I will not lose

I'll do what I have to do

Even if I lose you

This life was given and now it's mine

Trying until the end of time

Trying

Trying

I'm trying

I'm trying

I'll try and try and try

I'll try and try and try

I'll try and try and try

Cause that's all I can do