Overfeeling Lyrics

I feel like I'm unwelcome

I feel like I want to be handsome, but I'm throwing a tantrum

I feel like I'm being an asshole

I'm just trying to avoid being fragile

I'm sorry I'm baffled, I feel so confused

I feel like I am not cool

I should stop being me, instead be something new

Shit, I feel like I don't fit in, I'm not equal

I feel like the third wheel in a group of people

I feel like I used to carry greatest charisma

Now it's self doubt that I carry and express all like barista

I feel like in the doghouse

I feel I can't escape this

I feel I'm being blocked out

I feel misunderstood

I feel dispensable to the greater good

I feel like I don't matter, but I still feel under pressure

Man what if I simply can't and what if I can't get no better

Man I feel embarrassed in front of everyone

My friends, acquaintances, my family, to strangers and my parents

I feel like I'm talking too much

Feel like maybe I should try to shut up for once

I feel unvalued, I feel unrescued

Damn it man, I'm just really trying to help you

I feel like there's no right way for me

I feel I deserve more emotionally

I feel like there's no right way for me

And even if there was, it's too dark to see

I'm feeling pain inside my ribcage

It feels like different shapes are watching me like it is ugh

I feel like I need more love, feel like I'm only spreading it

I need a break, I'm starving cause it seems like there's a lack of it

Using up my energy and patience like it's kung fu

Working hard but now I do need someone to hold onto

Damn, where is my confidence?

I was the charming short guy, now this the consequence

I'm starting to dislike myself but this can't be the only way

I've changed, I know and I feel like I'm starting to dissociate

They could help, the tears that I should shed

Instead of biting my tongue, forced to hold it back

I feel like I shouldn't keep all that shit to myself

Because it's eating me up from the inside out like it was cake

I feel like I'm stuck in the coldness

Or I'm just being repellent like lotus

It's getting harder every time, just to keep my focus

And I'm so scared, it's going to turn out hopeless

I feel someone should genuinely ask me how I'm doing

Yeah, but I really don't want another friendship to be ruined

Man this shit is fucked, I feel like being hugged

I know how this sounds but I'm desperate for the love

Damn

I feel like I'm wasting my time

But I also feel like I'm about to ignite

I was marked for a moment, I flashed for a second

Success looked potent, but instead got stagnant

I feel like I want to build a barrier

Because the weight of all this got heavier

I'm exhausted and need to be cleansed for clarity

Smite all my demons and be healed from that energy

I don't want to go ghost or teleport away

I want to be visible, the centre of the stage

I want to be seen as poet, the coldest

But probably won't and I already know it

I feel like I don't know what to do anymore

I hustle everyday but for who anymore?

I feel like I need a break from this

I feel like I'm starting to hate this shit

I feel like what earl said

Mind in the trash, next to where my fucking passion went

I feel like I'll never reach those heights

But all I can do, is try

I feel like I love all of my friends

But how many of them will forever have my back?

Some of them are already barely reaching out

And I'm the one that texts them every time, it makes me doubt

Man, I feel stuck in a rut

Why does it have to be my birthday for you to hit me up?

Why is all you say, few words before you leave?

I rarely hear from you, but next year I'll see

I feel like I know what the truth is

It makes everything I do so useless

I feel like I'm stuck in the rain too

And I feel like I can't entertain you

I feel like not a part, more of a bystander

I feel like the one in a group that doesn't really matter

I feel like there is not a difference

If I'm in your life or non existent

Maybe, I'm expecting too much

Or maybe you don't care about staying in touch

I feel like what I consider funny you think is annoying

This makes me feel distressed, I act like I'm enjoying

I feel like I'm not invited, you don't want me here

Feel like you're not excited, should I disappear?

Maybe, I crossed the line too fast

I feel like I shouldn't open up, I can't

I feel like I haven't cried in a while

I feel like I want to be right by someone's side

I came from dreaming once a month to dreaming almost everyday

My sleep is getting more unpleasant, I'd be tired anyway

I feel like I fear falling for fanatic feelings

Feel like I'm far off and might going to hit the ceiling

I feel like having a hard time finding motivation

Observing this I think that I can the see the correlation

Shit is acting up, sleep schedule is fucked

Working on my shit, yet I feel like being judged

Feel like, I'm being underestimated

Feel like I'm inferior when someone is playing favourites

I feel like I deserve better

I hope I don't feel these feelings forever

This isn't really healthy, what I'm thinking to myself

Tell me at what point should I be reaching out for help

Because I feel I got no one to talk to

Or maybe I just don't even want to

I feel if I was be gone, I wouldn't be missed

I feel so sick, bro this isn't it

Please give me some water, please some agua, please some H2O

Am I really that replaceable?

Am I?

I feel like the ones that love me the most

Are barely getting any affection from me back

I feel they deserve the world

But I failed and I'm starting to hate myself for that

I feel like I don't deserve you

Feel like I don't want to hurt you

But I act egoistic and so ungrateful

Looking in the mirror now is fucking shameful

Instead of giving love to them I waste it on her

Turned out I should have kept those feelings where they were

There aren't many things that crush my confidence

But you are one of them

You make me feel like, you are trying to avoid me

Act disgusted, I feel like I'm too noisy

Guess I just get over it

Yo bro, feels like since she popped up

I'm not anymore in your number one spot

Still I'll always listen, to all of your decisions

Think I shouldn't be bothered about sharing that position

Feel I don't have the priority I once had

I keep telling myself, that I'm not mad

That I'm not sad

I feel like it's so hard to write this

I feel like these words are going to last and be timeless

I feel like there's no one who will get this

Not even all the people in my closest friendships

And the problem is my consciousness, I feel I can't get over this

I overthink it so much and it constantly does contradict

I feel like this might be something to relate

Or something you will hate

Damn