today Lyrics

Today, I will get in my car

And drive it into a tree

Okay, probably not

But I'll find a different way to bleed

If you wanna meet me

I promise I'll be sane

We can just talk

Til you fall in love again

You're always busy

Being the same

Being so boring

And stupid and lame

Is it awful to admit

That for the past few years I'd hoped

When you finally moved in

You'd hate the way she doesn't close

Any doors or turn off any lights

And see it as a sign

I was hoping she was just a waste of time

She'd never not

Want you why would she

But on the off chance

I'll be in the stalls

Watching your movie

Knowing the lines but

Only being cast

When you get bored

Now I can't look at you

And I can't listen

Without thinking of us

Messing around in the kitchen

It'd be easier to grieve

If nothing happened I'd be fine

But i was hoping she was just a waste of time

Today I will get in my car

And drive straight to your house

And on the way, like a psychopath

I'll make a mental list of things that we could talk about

If you wanna meet me

I promise I'll be sane

We can just talk

Til you fall in love with me

Is it awful to admit

That for the past few years I'd hoped

When you finally moved in

You'd hate the way she doesn't close

Any doors or turn off any lights

And see it as a sign

I was hoping she was just a waste of time