dieing inside heart weaken Lyrics

I have to really just sit down here and vent for myself, man

Talk to that motherfucker, see my own blood break down like that

See motherfuckers go against the grain, nigga

Nigga done seen his mama cry real tears

You gon' ask me how I feel

How the fuck you think I feel, nigga

Hey, hey, mama, hey, feel like I'm dying inside, ayy

No hard posts, no more shit, you gotta realize, ayy

Feel like I'm dying inside

Feel like I'm still trapped in some shit, shit

They can't comprehend, they can't come to your own sense, shit

Grandpa died, really fucked up a nigga of mine

Can't drop tears to all these shit, cause I don't wanna see that

I don't wanna let them see me weak, ayy

Tell my mama keep your head up and ass on me, ayy

I'ma have your back to anything, ayy

And that's all you need to know, ayy

For my sisters and my brothers, I got your back

For my wife, I double-clap

For my daughters, I drag a nigga's body around that mat

I don't care what they say, bitch, I'ma stay just fat

And my uncle try to chop me like a dummy, that ain't fat

We'll do him a nigga bad, walk him down, nah, he a zombie

I ain't fuckin' around with these niggas, apocalypse, we just 40

We got thugs up in this 50, I'll shoot a nigga, we be on him

I can't even play around with these niggas, no, I'm an opponent

I know it be wicked, feel like I be dying inside

I be holding my pain in so damn much, I really try

I try to hold my pain back so many fuckin' times

I really shed real tears, so you gotta open your eyes

It's real life, nigga, like I'm dying inside, ayy

Ain't nobody real like me

It's like I'm dying inside, ayy

It's like I'm dying inside

It's like I'm dying inside, ayy

My whole post don't want money

It's like I'm dying inside, ayy

It's like I'm dying inside

You don't understand, because I got the car to close the juries in these bands

Don't really make it man, don't really make it man

Y'all don't understand shit, nigga, I understand

I'm dying still inside, they won't even listen

I was screaming out, I was hoping you'd catch my vibe

I hope you see that we can put on shit

I can't even speak around these niggas, cause they be running, telling, telling these lies

So just throw up with that, hey, I know what you on

I know how they be, shit, I know what was going

My brother said he's trying to start a level, nigga, let's go

I got your back to hit anything, I'ma run the full course

You know how it goes, you know how it rolls

You ride for me like I ride for you, and that's for sure

For me, I give my last heart beat, nigga, this for you

But would you do the same for me, shit, you gotta tell the truth

Tell my mama like I'm dying inside, ayy

And nobody realize, ayy, uh-uh, that I'm dying inside, ayy

And I'm dying inside, ayy

And I'm dying inside, ayy

But they never realize, ayy, uh-uh

But they never realize, ayy, uh-uh, that I'm dying inside, ayy