1990s Lyrics

Back inside the basement I was studying the greats

Started with the rockstars

Daddy's light blue record crate

Made my through all of that then fell in love with gangsta rap

And the boy grew up shady even though he far from that

Didn’t take too long for the pillys acting silly smoking weed

Dreams of being a rockstar do a show for twenty g's

Living free, life is glee

Then I fell into the seams

Captured somehow by a hoe then again in mickey d’s

Then I lost one of my homies

Man that fucker really died

I remember his last moments

Member looking to his eyes

Member realizing it’s over, ok nothing was the same

Ever since that fucking day something happened to my brain

I'm insane it’s the caine'

All that snorting playing games

I was dreaming but not working thinking it was all the same

Thinking that somehow I'm owed it

Couple years and it’ll come

Couple years done fucking past since my first album

Outcome honestly was nothing but I went repped it

Did a couple shitty shows sold a couple shitty records

It’s depression yes it hit and that bitch done hit me quick

Bout' six months since I done quick and right back in that bitch

Met a hoe did some blow started dancing let it go

Pop a xanny fuck a nanny nothing matters to your bro

Let it go let it snow

Lakes are frozen that we know

How my shitty little city done passed up a million hoes

Welcome back to passing up on every abnormality

Welcome back to passing we all have the same anatomy

Welcome back to passing up on each one of your dreams

Welcome back to passing beside me on the street

I'm just trying to compete

Drove completely past the keys

I can barely fucking breathe

Get me back inside the sleep

I've od’ been in panics saved my own life with a xanax

How fucked up is that shit

I’d a been a fucking casket

I'm an addict the most

I think I'm a ghost

Barely coasting through the days a paddle no boat

Then I gloat on these tracks like I'm out here packing mags

Like the one time I done shot somebody I couldn't handle that

That’s a fact we all fake

I could not take the faith

That’s somebodys brother or an uncle or their only base

That's a face

I live with

In jail they visit

My mind would lock me up

Without it’s fucking image

If i did it