Sometimes Lyrics

Sometimes I think about music and want to leave it

Sometimes I think about it like it's my season

Sometimes I feel like all this shit deceiving

Most times I feel like yah give me a reason

I was out here I was really on my field shit

But I don't even really like to rap about drill shit

Hate depression I was really all in my feelings

Pills was my weapon shit was so hard to heal it

But

I ain't taking pills no more

Pain can't even feel no more

I changed cant even chill no more

Like things ain't even real no more

Contain I don't reveal no more

They say don't conceal no more

But they never try to hear me

They try to act like they feel me

Feel like getting into all this music shit

Might actually kill me

Everybody say they love me

But don't ask for the real me

Cold hearted to these bitches so I'm actually chilly

I don't even stress about it

They gone find they best to doubt it

I just find my best around it

Don't need GPS to route it

Life ain't even what it seems

Life ain't nothing but a dream

Throw knifes at what some believe

That's why I can't let them come between

Try to use this shit as motivation

I'm on my way there so I'm always patient

I keep grinding on some day to day shit

They hit my line like I know you gone make it

People die everyday

People born everyday

So don't think they don't got replacements

Shit based on just how far you'll take it

Just beat the odds in any situation

I think I'm back again

I'll never slack again

I just been tapping in

To that inner me

Yes I got enemies

Want to be friend of mees

Want to fuck up my energy

I just turn them to memories

Sometimes I think about music and want to leave it

Sometimes I think about it like its my season

Sometimes I feel like all this shit deceiving

Most times I feel like yah give me a reason

I was out here I was really on my field shit

But I don't even really like to rap about drill shit

Hate depression I was really all in my feelings

Pills was my weapon shit was so hard to heal it

Loyalty really nothing above it

Family ties feel like it's just me my brother and cousin

The rest can hate me but fuck it I love it

Rest of the family they too quick to judging

That's why I always keep my distance

It's so hard for me to accept forgiveness

Trust issues with my mom reflect the way I'm living

And how I make decisions

Based on if they committed

Too many wrongs could never make it right

You move too wrong they just might take your life

Make mistakes but never make it twice

I stay polite but disrespect is never taken light

Just try to write my wrongs

That's why I write my songs

Don't know what I be on

What type of vibe he on

I'm there then I be gone

I try to fight be strong

I keep on hiking on

I'm right where I belong

Sometimes I think about music and want to leave it

Sometimes I think about it like it's my season

Sometimes I feel like all this shit deceiving

Most times I feel like yah give me a reason

I was out here I was really on my field shit

But I don't even really like to rap about drill shit

Hate depression I was really all in my feelings

Pills was my weapon shit was so hard to heal it